Honesty is the BEST Policy

Hey there, we meet again...
Now lets talk about H.O.N.E.S.T.Y, Honesty....

I'm sure...many of you out there familiar with this word right...?
but how many of you practice it in real life?

Actually...in my opinion for certain cases or situations, honesty is so crucial however...sometimes it doesn't work at all...malahan sendiri terluka ada lah...huhuhu

So what should we do..? should we practice it or not?
herm....

Mom's LOVE

This year i'm gonna be 25 years old. Believe it or not, for me....i feel like...IS THIS REAL? OMG....!! I'm getting older and same as my lovely and precious mom...she's turning 55 this year...25th March is her birthday...

Frankly speaking, i really wish that i can buy her something or do something that can make her happy...since lately she had to go through few cycles of CHEMOTHERAPY...this Wednesday is gonna be her 4th cycle of chemotherapy...and i'm totally worry about it...why? easy...because for the 3rd cycle that day..my mom went through a very tough day..to be exact, 17 hours non stop vomiting...on that particular time, i was like... so sad, hurt, pity and kinda crying (but cover skit la) because for me, it looked so hard for her to go through the medication...

Please PRAY for my mom ya...

Be TOUGH!!!

Things happened again...and again..and again...and again..............
(sigh)

Is it because of me? my attitude? my words? herm....
I really don't know why...i just feel that they are ignoring me for certain reason...
I totally hate that...who likes to be ignored right?
Should i follow their rhythm even though it is not right..?

Help me....

What should i do?
or is it me that being so sensitive.....?
but that's life...

Thesis...Thesis...

Today is the day that i've to meet up my advisor. Hopefully everything will go smoothly. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda 'scared' and curious to meet him. Perhaps because i've never met him before.

I understand...everyone's busy with their routine life especially lecturers but then...this is new for me...pray for the best...!!! huhuhuhu

The most critical thing that i've been thinking lately regarding with 'the meeting' is that......PARKING...!!!!

OMG..!! Where should i park my car? Near the faculty which will lead to 'SAMAN' or ?????? hermmmm...really bugging me la this matter...

HELP!!!!!

Sadness fills the air....

13th January 2011.

I feel a bit offended and i know the reason why. I can't do anything to overcome this feeling. It always appears when i go to work, sometimes during 'lepak' with my friends etc.

I really don't know what to do but what i know is that i'll go blurr and lost focus in doing things. As a result, i'll be commented and believe it or not, i HATE to be commented.

But what to do, no one's PERFECT right?! herm...

Improvise...!!!

Personality plays enormous role in each and everyone who called themselves as HUMAN BEING..no one is perfect but trying to be perfect in everyting u do is crucial so that you'll be respected and appreciated...but the MOST IMPORTANT thing in order to earn that...CHANGE...!!! not hangat2 tahi ayam...but for real...for the sake of our own precious future...!!! (reminding myself)

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Did i make the RIGHT decision?

Frankly speaking..
i think my life kinda complicated..
not only me but some of my friends thought da same thing too...
specifically my LOVE life...
herm..what can i say...different people have different perception rite?

Some might say that...i've made a BAD decision..bcoz..for them..HE is nice, sweet n loveable person...
but...i'm da one who knows HIM well & vice versa...
i'm da one has da rite to judge HIM...

I know HE's great...but i dont know y i really cant get along with HIM..it seems dat..i'm pretending all along...giving HIM hope & so on...for me...wat i've done for HIM before for HIS own good...for HIS own future..

However...i cant stand it anymore...enough is enough...
i hope i've made da rite decision...
what goes around comes around rite..???

Family 1st

Actually..biler RAYA jer...
Sume sibuk beli baju raya la..kuih raya la and so on..
but for me and my family..
RAYA means BERCUTI...CUTI2 MALAYSIA..hehe..

So raya baru2 nie..pergi bercuti di Perak..
supposedly g bercuti kat PANGKOR...somehow rezeki tak de..
so jalan2 la kat lumut, taiping and mcm2 lagi la..

Alhamdulillah merasa la jgk suasana raya tu mcm mane..maklumlah..since arwah ayah takde..RAYA tak ada makna aper2 pun..yg ade..kesedihan, bosan and all da negative things..and below are pictures that i've taken during holiday tu..hehe


ambuih..relax nyer..aper la yg ditunjuk nyer tuuuuu...


ni la gayer silat terbaru..hahaha..

What a SMALL WORLD...

Currently i'm studying at UITM...n so far..it's been so much fun and great memories for me to be more confident and appreciate all da things around me..

Luckily..i found my mum's ex-student..and believe it or not.. she's my classmate for this semester..hehe..she told me so many things about my mum..how she admired and respect her as her teacher when she was in secondary school..



i was surprised with her stories about my mum..i couldn't believe my mum was so strict when teaching..and believe it or not..i'm impressed..

Somehow..one day..i hope i can be like her..hopefully..hehe..