The LAST DAY of 2011...!!!

Today, 31st December 2011, 7.01 pm

It's gonna be the last day ever for 2011....time runs really fast until we did not realize what we have done through out the year....surely there'll be sad and joy...but Alhamdulillah...e'thing went well...except..........well.....you know...as a fresh graduate...I surely wanna have a job that fits me and I'll enjoy doing it...but....REZEKI belum sampai....what to do right...all I can say 'KESIAN KAT MAK'.....T-T...I wish I can make her happy when looking at what she had been through since last year till now...It was tough and rough...yet she still STRONG and such a FIGHTER...I adore and admire her a lot...

Not ONLY me saying this....I'm sure, people out there will feel the same thing too since we don't have a job and income...nothing fun to do...no employer...no colleague...no nothing....yet still spending our precious time with family and friends....NO DOUBT about it...

I'm not saying that I'm fussy and choosy in accepting any job position...is just that...I wanna feel good, happy and enjoy in doing jobs, financially and mentally...talking about physically...huhuhu don't even ask...

Frankly speaking, I've received a number of interviews for particular job position...but....they make me think twice to figure it out whether to accept it or not...this is due to my mindset that I'll get a job at NORTHPORT...my former employer during my practical training..i really wish I could work there again...and it would totally change my family lifestyle...

So we'll see how it goes in 2012...wish me LUCK...!!! coz I really do need that....huhuhu...

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS....!!!!

-Aini Sarif-

  

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Honesty is the BEST Policy

Hey there, we meet again...
Now lets talk about H.O.N.E.S.T.Y, Honesty....

I'm sure...many of you out there familiar with this word right...?
but how many of you practice it in real life?

Actually...in my opinion for certain cases or situations, honesty is so crucial however...sometimes it doesn't work at all...malahan sendiri terluka ada lah...huhuhu

So what should we do..? should we practice it or not?
herm....

Mom's LOVE

This year i'm gonna be 25 years old. Believe it or not, for me....i feel like...IS THIS REAL? OMG....!! I'm getting older and same as my lovely and precious mom...she's turning 55 this year...25th March is her birthday...

Frankly speaking, i really wish that i can buy her something or do something that can make her happy...since lately she had to go through few cycles of CHEMOTHERAPY...this Wednesday is gonna be her 4th cycle of chemotherapy...and i'm totally worry about it...why? easy...because for the 3rd cycle that day..my mom went through a very tough day..to be exact, 17 hours non stop vomiting...on that particular time, i was like... so sad, hurt, pity and kinda crying (but cover skit la) because for me, it looked so hard for her to go through the medication...

Please PRAY for my mom ya...

Be TOUGH!!!

Things happened again...and again..and again...and again..............
(sigh)

Is it because of me? my attitude? my words? herm....
I really don't know why...i just feel that they are ignoring me for certain reason...
I totally hate that...who likes to be ignored right?
Should i follow their rhythm even though it is not right..?

Help me....

What should i do?
or is it me that being so sensitive.....?
but that's life...

Thesis...Thesis...

Today is the day that i've to meet up my advisor. Hopefully everything will go smoothly. Frankly speaking, i'm kinda 'scared' and curious to meet him. Perhaps because i've never met him before.

I understand...everyone's busy with their routine life especially lecturers but then...this is new for me...pray for the best...!!! huhuhuhu

The most critical thing that i've been thinking lately regarding with 'the meeting' is that......PARKING...!!!!

OMG..!! Where should i park my car? Near the faculty which will lead to 'SAMAN' or ?????? hermmmm...really bugging me la this matter...

HELP!!!!!

Sadness fills the air....

13th January 2011.

I feel a bit offended and i know the reason why. I can't do anything to overcome this feeling. It always appears when i go to work, sometimes during 'lepak' with my friends etc.

I really don't know what to do but what i know is that i'll go blurr and lost focus in doing things. As a result, i'll be commented and believe it or not, i HATE to be commented.

But what to do, no one's PERFECT right?! herm...