Hehehehe...I feel soooo happy....huhuhuhuhu.......Alhamdulillah everything went well again between me and xxx.....I feel bad for a moment..when xxx found out this one incident...but thankfully...xxx understands it...fuuhhh....I'm glad everything's gonna be okay...hope for the best...and gudluck to me...two thumbs up...yeah....!!!!
Wednesday, January 25, 2012
Monday, January 23, 2012
Good Morning.....Happy Chinese New Year....!!!
Today is a new day for me...a new life...perhaps a better me...huhuhu I'm trying myself to be normal as I can be...I have to forget all the sadness...all the things I've done...and now...my focus, only towards my precious mother...
Last night I was so sad looking at my mum....it brought tears to my eyes....it seems really hard for her to breath well since she had problems with her heart....praying for her best is always be my prior whenever I prayed...to the ALMIGHTY is the only one I can complain to..and it really did help me to calm myself...
It's 10.00am....I hope I can go through this tough life well....about the 'ALL THOUGHTS'...I'll try to resist them and be me again since it's still a NEW YEAR right??? That's all from me now....daaaa....
Tamat sudah segalanya....Permulaan baharu bakal bermula...
22nd January 2012....
It will be the most unforgettable day of my life since it starts with a good day and ends with disaster...I was so frustrated and disappointed for what i have done before for xxx and it ended like hell...maybe this is the sign for me to begin a new life...a much much better life....forget the past and say HELLO to future....a bright and successful life I hope...surely I'm hoping for the best right? In order to achieve that.....I'll work hard and smart...I must know how to manage myself and most importantly my family life and the future life....
Actually, it's quite hard for me to accept it....seriously hard...but after done some prayers...prayed for the best....and Alhamdulillah...it worked...it's okay I guess...this year i'll be 26...i'm totally matured with my decision...but sometimes...it reminds me....is it because of 'that', this what i get??? if I flashback again, I've been through much tougher than this...n it took me a few hours to think about 'how could xxx do that to me?' it really broke my heart..but then I'm cured after a few flashback of our unforgettable and fun experience together....but why xxx couldn't do the same thing too?? however....it seems that....it wasn't good enough and look, what xxx had done to me today...? how could xxx...... how dare xxx.....it's really really unforgivable... unbelievable....unexpected...un-everything....hell xxx right...it's my mistake to know xxx....
This time, xxx broke my heart twice....and when it comes to TWICE....bye bye from me...
It will be the most unforgettable day of my life since it starts with a good day and ends with disaster...I was so frustrated and disappointed for what i have done before for xxx and it ended like hell...maybe this is the sign for me to begin a new life...a much much better life....forget the past and say HELLO to future....a bright and successful life I hope...surely I'm hoping for the best right? In order to achieve that.....I'll work hard and smart...I must know how to manage myself and most importantly my family life and the future life....
Actually, it's quite hard for me to accept it....seriously hard...but after done some prayers...prayed for the best....and Alhamdulillah...it worked...it's okay I guess...this year i'll be 26...i'm totally matured with my decision...but sometimes...it reminds me....is it because of 'that', this what i get??? if I flashback again, I've been through much tougher than this...n it took me a few hours to think about 'how could xxx do that to me?' it really broke my heart..but then I'm cured after a few flashback of our unforgettable and fun experience together....but why xxx couldn't do the same thing too?? however....it seems that....it wasn't good enough and look, what xxx had done to me today...? how could xxx...... how dare xxx.....it's really really unforgivable... unbelievable....unexpected...un-everything....hell xxx right...it's my mistake to know xxx....
This time, xxx broke my heart twice....and when it comes to TWICE....bye bye from me...
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