22nd January 2012....
It will be the most unforgettable day of my life since it starts with a good day and ends with disaster...I was so frustrated and disappointed for what i have done before for xxx and it ended like hell...maybe this is the sign for me to begin a new life...a much much better life....forget the past and say HELLO to future....a bright and successful life I hope...surely I'm hoping for the best right? In order to achieve that.....I'll work hard and smart...I must know how to manage myself and most importantly my family life and the future life....
Actually, it's quite hard for me to accept it....seriously hard...but after done some prayers...prayed for the best....and Alhamdulillah...it worked...it's okay I guess...this year i'll be 26...i'm totally matured with my decision...but sometimes...it reminds me....is it because of 'that', this what i get??? if I flashback again, I've been through much tougher than this...n it took me a few hours to think about 'how could xxx do that to me?' it really broke my heart..but then I'm cured after a few flashback of our unforgettable and fun experience together....but why xxx couldn't do the same thing too?? however....it seems that....it wasn't good enough and look, what xxx had done to me today...? how could xxx...... how dare xxx.....it's really really unforgivable... unbelievable....unexpected...un-everything....hell xxx right...it's my mistake to know xxx....
This time, xxx broke my heart twice....and when it comes to TWICE....bye bye from me...
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